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04 April 2005 @ 10:11 pm
A new day is again arriving,
The sun is peeking up from the horizon,
Bringing new hope and light,
But for me it’s just the same old day,
As any other days that I have gone by,
For I’m merely existing in this world,
What is living I often ask myself?
I walk through everyday as any other day,
Repeating the same cycle without change,
All the things I do every single second,
I do it purely all for you only you,
Every single tear I cried staring at the starless night,
Is silently falling for you only you,
The same as every cut I have on my arms,
Are being carved to eternalized you only you,
You who left me all alone without a single goodbye,
I want to hate you for what you did to me,
Wishing to forget you, forget everything we ever had,
But you are such a bastard as you have always been,
Carving such deep memories into me,
Healing slowly but surely leaving me scarred forever.
 
 
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29 January 2005 @ 10:43 am
Another piece of work that I wrote :) :-

No One Cares

The voices are talking
They are resounding
Getting clearer & clearer
Day by day, night by night

All this time I’m unguarded
Trying to survive in this ice world
I’m vulnerable, I’m weak
No one’s here, no one cares

I keep walking down this road
This road fills with glass shards
I’m hurt, I’m bleeding
No one’s here, no one cares

I try to run, I try to hide
But I can’t succeed
I’m lost, I’m scared
No one’s here, no one cares

Left by myself in this world
I fall into an abyss
I’m sad, I’m in pain
No one’s here, no one cares

I have no where to run in the end
At last I’m left all alone
I’m not missed, I’m unwanted
No one’s here, no one cares
 
 
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28 January 2005 @ 06:51 pm
A poem I wrote :-

Standing by the window
With a sad gaze
I look at the birds in the sky
Flying so high & free

Sorrowful tears glide down my cheeks
As a new wound appears in my heart
I gaze & gaze & hope against hope
That I’m the one flying

But I still held on
To the belief I had since young
That I’m a God’s child
And I will find my way back soon

Lying on the bed
Listening to the birds chirping
And the laughter of the children
Sounding so happy & carefree

Tears of mine are frozen
My heart have been chained
I listened & listened & hope against hope
That this is my ending

But I still held on
To the belief I had since young
That I’m a God’s child
And I will find my way back soon

Today’s the day, today’s the moment
I can find peace & utopia
For I’m a God’s child
I’m going home now
 
 
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